I also may sounds harsh and like an asshole - but there is something really wrong with your persona.
Just by reading your text I can almost taste “snake venom” between your verses.

You knew exactly what can happen, you knew the rules so reap what you sow.
I believe you did it in purpose anyway, just to spite the team, which in your opinion start to question your skills:
@skawichasa:

I got some comments meaning I was going to break everything. Those doubts regarding my work, my skills and my knowledges started to weight on me.

You met the consequences of your own awere actions yet you still dare to threat them by saying:
@skawichasa:

Don’t be an hypocrite with me, don’t be dishonest, don’t be condescending, don’t try and be in my head and we’ll be fine. If not, I may lose my patience faster than you realize and then things could go to hell pretty fast.

Now that’s the hypocrisy, dishonesty and duplicity on the level beyond my understanding.

Thx for your work and contribution for Falcon BMS - but to be completly honest with you I’m very happy for BMS team to cut you off. Besides you don’t need them - you need proffesional help. They don’t need you - they need loyality and trust.